life is good

what exactly do i want for your birthday? oh well, when you getting old, birthday is not a matter anymore. i was going to spend my birthday this year with my parents, but apparently they're busy and not at home. such a bummer. bought flight ticket already, now is gone... puufftt. i have to create plan B, or C or even D. let's go

Pergi ke Bali, sendiri, menikmati hotel, pantai, berenang di hotal sampai minggu lalu kembali ke site. nothing special just enjoying myself. tapi ya setiap weekend udah sendirian di barak. sama aja toh? yang membedakan cuman Bali aja. selebihnya? malah lebih menyenangkan di barak kali ya. bisa olahraga sampai bego, bisa masak, bisa nonton netflix, atau amazon, atau film sendiri. it just same. 

atau nginap di hotel biasa lalu jalan jalan, makan malam fancy, but then the question, who's your plus one? ehe... 

gw sendiri bingung dengan diri sendiri, sebenere apa mau nya. sebenere pengen pulang ke rumah, sekedar berbincang dengan orang tua. tapi yang didatangi malah pergi, ya gimana deh. ntahlah, yang ada hari ini cuman nonton Atypical season 3 di Netflix aja bisa nangis kejer. iya i'm that emotional sometimes... no, corrected, always. 

maybe what i want is just someone to hug, a big hug, and do nothing, quiet, and smile that life is good.